Can we pretend? (Filling the void)

(Does pretending make life easier to live

or does it make it more unlivable?

We seek happiness

for those moments are forgotten much earlier,

while we remember the sadness

for it is never gone from the soul.

With everyday questioning my existence 

seeing nothing in everything,

I hope someday I'll see everything in nothing for once in life;

finally learning to live and not just existing to cease..)

A Void;

An empty space

With lines and carvings unseen

Of something never known

But is it empty as its seen?

Empty as it's believed to be?

A void;

With scribbles and scars

Sitting on some corner like a mere dirt,

Surrounded by vicissitudes of life

Should I just let them rot?

A void;

Hidden somewhere 

Hiding something,

Deep within

Where there's an end to sth that begins..

Maybe;

I am just passing through the points

this void would go never

But what if i don't wanna be in the middle.....

What if I desire; forever?

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To fill up this void 

Pretense is crucial

Be it delusions or insanity.....

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So;

I just want someone,

Someone who can listen to me
But being captive to these four walls
The person I can find is only me.
So, I am writing it to you , the reader;

Then just for a moment;

Can we pretend?
Can we pretend if we see
Airplane in the night sky as shooting star?
Can we be like a bird paused in it’s flight
Though the destination is way too far?

Can we take our moments
Setting our minds in an empty space,
Forgetting everything
Those dejections with never ending race.

Leaving everyone behind
Let us be engrossed into that starry night,
Can we pretend everything is fine
Though somewhere in between nothing is right.

Can we pretend to not be here

whilst being here?

Claiming everything is alright

Can we pretend not to care?

Me? I always thought I had figured it all out
But eventually drifted myself from that ME,
So let's just pretend to fly away
From this mundane reality.