At the Dead of Night....

Waking at the dead of night

reminiscing some moments
breaking you;
leaves you sobbing on the floor,
In the utter darkness
trying to heal alone
wondering if life can give you more.

Being aware
of that same old empty heart
fear of judgements
time to time,
Glimpse of flaming dusk
leaving darkness behind
realized something

aren’t just worth to climb.

In the wonderland
I stepped into a mindscape
those feelings I felt
can’t put into simpler words,
Staring at the ceiling
as it fades away
each and everything
eventually gets blurred.

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Then watching the sky

which has always been engraved within me..

I feel I could actually wade into this night;

Sky is in blaze with the stars

as it's supposed to be

Like the heart that's burning 

with depth so profound

for somethings it's longing....

When the moon tries to peak

from that grey murky sky,

Across the stars 

above the cloud so high,

Wind screeching

against my face,

Leaves dancing with 

all its grace,

The heart I guess

will eventually heal,

Or some corners

probably will seal,

This company; never asked for

but just obliged is what I feel.........

Have I lost my sense of belonging…….

Or have I really lost my mind…..